We're Pregnant!!!!

Thursday April 22, 2010
6:04am I saw those two wonderful Pink lines. I could not believe it we were gonna have a baby. I am so excited, and terrified, and nervous, and happy. And so many other crazy emotions. Currently my internet calculations i am about 5 weeks pregnant and my EDD is December 23, 2010. I will be going in to confirm and find out exactly how far along i am this week. Just wanted to share in our wonderful news. :D

6 months

Tavis and I celebrated our 2 years of being together and our 6 month wedding anniversary recently (they are 9 days apart) and this is the first time i have been able to post about it. I always knew Tavis was the one I was meant to be with, We fit together like puzzle pieces. So one weekend while we were in Vegas Tavis gave me a promise ring and it made me think. I want to marry this boy I know God brought him to me and I to him, I don't just want a promise ring, I want the real deal and so When we got back from Vegas I purposed to Tavis and obviously he said yes.

Pretty much during the entire month of March however like normal couples do we were fighting this was a new experience to us, cause in the 2 years we have been together we had never fought until now. Then Last week was the fight of all fights and the day after the make up of all make ups :D Our love flame had been dying and needed some new fueling. We are so much better than we have been for a while.

I just want to say I Love Tavis with all my heart he is more than just my husband. He is my best friend. I have never loved anyone the way I love him.

Pieces put together like a broken puzzle scene,
Lyrics don't make sense in the songs we sing,
Faces mean nothing except yours near mine,
Your words are my Light
Your smiles the World,
I'd give anything to Stay
Your arms let me know I'm Safe
Your kisses never cease to take my Breath Away
I want everything to always be Okay,
Only one person to make this wish come True,
Only one prayer to thank him for You.

Vegas May 2008 right before i purposed

Our Engagements June 2009

Wedding Day September 2009

Serious time for a new post!

So march is always a very eventful time in our household haha.

We survived our first month in our own place. Still loving our apartment. It's perfect for us. I hope to stay here for a while.

On March 11th we celebrated Tavis' 23rd Birthday. I made him a very amazing cherry cheesecake, which disappeared the second he blew out the candles. We had lots of friends over food, drinks, A Halo tournament and Uno. hahaha. It was a great party.

March 12th was my moms "29th" Birthday. I went and hung with her for the day it was lots of fun I miss not hanging with my mommy has much. Later that night I went to my very dear friend Bryn's Wedding Reception. It was so beautiful I loved it, and her dress was Amazing.

On March 17 Me and Tavis Celebrated our 2 year anniversary of being Together. Our day started off first with going to Lunch at the OG with My mom, My older sister , Her hubby, My older Brother, His wife, and their youngest girl Kaitlynn; To celebrate Our March birthdays which go has follows:
March 11 Tavis
March 12 My Mom
March 13 My Sister in Law
March 15 My Older Sister
March 23 My Niece Kaitlynn
March 27 My Niece Destiny
March 29 My Little Sister
The Last two weren't able to come. I unfortunately could not get a hold of them.

It was great hanging with my family like that. the manager at OG bought us a cake it was awesome. After Lunch Tavis and I began our date, beginning by going to see Alice in wonderland. Such a freaking great movie. Tim Burton is a genius. Then after we came home and hung out here cuddling and watching movies.

This coming Friday on March 26th Tavis and I will also be celebrating Our 6 month Wedding anniversary.

I have pictures from Tavis' birthday and our Anniversary unfortunately we can't find the camera cord so if i do i will be adding Pics.

Much Love

I'm scared to want

So has some of you may or may not know me and tav are trying for a baby. I know right now not the smartest decision but we really want to start our family young. Lately though i have begun to get extremely emotional over the idea of having a baby. I just can't get my mind off my son. I have always felt this void like a small hole in my heart and i know its for my son, for all the moments in his life I am missing out on. I'm afraid that wanting another baby is just my way to try and fill that void I have been feeling for the last 3 and 1/2 years. I love my son so much and i don't regret the decision i made by placing him with his family. My son is so loved. I am also scared of all the miscarriages I've had, that the doctors warned me was very possible with me being high risk. I'm scared that i may have given up the only child i will ever have. Everyday is a roller coaster. I am so thankful for husbands love and support in putting up with my stubbornness cause if he had his way, he would get fixed so i couldn't get pregnant at all. But to me the most beautiful i have ever felt in my entire life was when i was pregnant and i want to experience that again.

I just needed a vent and i will prolly do this again keeping everyone updated on our TTC journey.

Moving Day Adventures

Waking up yesterday to the sound of rain hitting our house was just the beggining. Then being the procrastinators Tavis and I are we still had packing to finish before the big move. That is about when things started falling apart. So the plan was to start moving by noon cause we only had a truck from about noon to 3. So me and Tavis went to the apartments to finish the contract and get are keys at about 11 that morning. When we got there we find out that they had failed to mention move in times weren't until 3. I mean really what kind of apartments have scheduled move in times. This created a big problem seeing how we only had a truck from noon to 3 and i had to babysit my nieces 3 to 7. So we went back to our old place twiddling our thumbs just trying to figure out what the crap we were going to do now. While still trying to figure out how we were going to move we went back to the apartments at 3 to get our keys so I could at least have one by the time I got done babysitting. Then we find out, they still aren't done cleaning our apartment that it wouldn't be ready for at least another hour. Which was really no big deal cause we still have no way to move our stuff but just the fact that they had known we were moving into that apartment for a week and they weren't done cleaning it until 4 'o clock when they were supposed to have it done by 3, just kinda topped my day. Finally at about 6:30 right as i'm finishing up babysitting we were able to find a truck to move. So we ended up moving all of our stuff at night in the rain. and then unpacking and setting up our bedroom til close to 11 o clock that night. oh my gosh moving sucks.

I'm just glad me and my hubby finally have our own place after 6 months of searching.

so yeah thats my moving drama.

Lovss Whitney

Our First Apartment!!!!

Yay i signed the contract today on Tavis and My new apartment and cannot freaking even wait! We move in next friday. Yay!
Dang i just realized i have alot of packing to do. But seriously WOOT!!!!!!

3rd times the charm (sorry it's long)

It was strange the way we met, or should i say didn't meet.
Without a doubt in my mind i know that God was intervening with us.
The First time we didn't meet was in 2002 when we were both on a movie set together he an extra me a gopher. Spending a lot of time in close quarters and we never noticed each other.
The Second time was the summer of 2005, and I at the time was just starting a new relationship and he had just graduated high school and was getting out on his own. Tavis had just bought a motorcycle to ride with his friends cause that was just what they did. He ended up spending the entire summer at my house working on his motorcycle with my now brother in law Curtis. Just so happened he was really good friends with my sisters boyfriends little brother. ( I know stupid and complicated but yeah point is..) We never even noticed each other.

Then in 2006 is when we began our trials that would lead us to each other.
I had gotten pregnant out of marriage, was not with the father anymore (he had already moved onto a new GF by the time i found out i was pregnant, was about to begin my senior year of high school. My real trial was placing my son for adoption. I ended up getting really angry at God for letting all this pain happen to me, and in return began to party. I was in a bad place for a long time.

Tavis himself thinking he was all cool being out on his own started to get into trouble himself trying to experience the world more which lead to him getting into trouble with the law, and falling away from his family, and falling away from his church.

December 14, 2007 We though friends were introduced to The Rock Church. Where through amazing teachers were able to truly find God in our lives and experience God and The Bible in a whole new way. I accepted Christ back into my life February 15th, It was around that time Tavis had started noticing me and i am him but we still had not met. It wasn't until Tavis was getting ready to accept Christ into his life that we met. Right after i was re-baptized on February 29th did i approach Tavis at church. Then on Tavis' 21st birthday did he realize how much he wanted God in his life and accepted Christ. That was also the first time we hung out.

A few days later we left with a large group of church members to a church conference in Fort Collins, CO. Which began our infatuation. Over the course of 4 days we were practically inseparable. We began with a simple game of 20 questions to get to know each other which evolved into 200 questions through out the entire course of the weekend. When returning we got back to Utah he didn't want to go home so i told him to just stay at my house and we ended up taking a nap, not waking up til 2:00 am on March 17. Continuing our little game which lead to Tavis asking me one of the most important questions he ever could.

Quote,
"Ok, ok. I have the perfect question. Will you be my GF Homeslice?"
"Your what?"
"My girlfriend."


And the rest is history. and that is how we began.

Lovss Whitney